a day of mixed emotions but at the end i am reminded that overall there was love. My God has loved me all day, as in the days before and days to come. i wish i appreciated that more often rather than taking such a gift for granted. i love him...
i keep thinking "have i given God all my heart?" i know i have problems with trust, i'm always waiting for people to hurt me (am i hurting myself?)...am i trusting God with my heart?
"do not let your hearts be troubled. trust in God..."
i want to lie in your arms God and sleep the peaceful rest of a child who knows her father will never leave her.