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Friday, December 19, 2003

 
This sandstorm is abrasive.


Perhaps it will smooth some of those rough edges.

 
look at them...

do they not need to search? are they content no to ask? or have they found peace within the search?

 
The problem comes with trying to find a definition. The instant generation wants a clear cut answer and we want it now. We want a definition, we want a human concept that we can package..."look in the box, what do you see?" satisfied...No. that wasn't it...it didn't come close. take it away please...it can't encompass all that he is.

It comes with a list of contents and instructions. Simple, complex whatever you want make it fit. Why do you feel like you lost your grip? what are you holding onto? whose box is this now? Stop grasping, fall back...you are in his arms. Run off that cliff...and you are flying.

there he is, thats what you must believe thats what you must do...o no maybe not that box? this one instead? How about the one with the big pretty bow?

Please don't give me your boxes, i have enough of my own i am trying to get rid of.

spend a lifetime...........familiarising........learning.......swimming.........................

Do i know myself? est? lam? my family? yes and no.

everyday i have something to learn

and new mistakes to make.


I want to understand......

I want to learn how to understand and to be patient in learning............

hold on



 
i have an interview...Jan 7th 2004. I really want the job - special needs classroom assistant. But if i get i will have to leave my friends and move in with my parents (eek!) and if i don't get it...

so maybe i will be moving back to surrey.

 
hold on





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