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Friday, February 04, 2005
Three interviews and one rejection later.
Last week I had my three interviews and this week I had a rejection letter from Reading Uni. Right now i don't care. I just want to know. Please UCL and Sheffield let me know yes or no!!! Going slightly mad at the moment. At least if i knew i hadn't got a place i could decide what my next step will be. Also, why didn't Reading want me? Whats wrong with me? Nothing obviously; they are short sighted and have missed out. i wish that was true. Do i make a difference to at least one person? am I replaceable? At the moment i am feeling unwanted and unloved. To make matters worse i have picked up an unhealthy habit of clothes shopping and now feel bad for teasing Amy throughout our time at uni. Also feel bad for teasing Est over CDs. I am still spending an obscene amount of money on books so no change there. I hope this does not mean i am using retail therapy to console myself beacause then i would also have to apologise to my mother. I realise i am rambling, I am very tired and can't think of anything i would want to blog.
