worth more than many sparrows

Thursday, June 26, 2003

I have spent the last few evenings after work filling out application forms...and i am exhausted. Selling oneself is mentally draining. I have prostituted myself to the rat race, now i must wait and see if anyone will drive up and ask me to get in.

I am looking ahead to interviews and feel a little scared. How do i prepare myself for these interviews? My mind keeps leap-frogging over time...a week from now, a month from now, september, next year, two years time, ten years time...where will i be? what will i be?...who will i be with?

Do i have it in me to be patient and to trust?

posted by Brianne 4:38 pm

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