i haven't blogged since i arrived back in england so perhaps just a quick update....
i have only been back a couple of weeks and yet central america seems but a dream, alas! how i miss living on tico time! i must now live in the real world but perhaps i will be a little more laid back and not worry so much. what does the future hold? it's not so scary (still a little scary) but i do feel excited. I hae been told by some people that my lack of worry is bad that i should i care more. Strangely its seems that it is the same people who told me off for worrying before...and i do care.
so, soon i shall move into a house (hopefully) with lam and est and i shall find work...and then we shall see.
if i take a wrong step God will let me know. I still hold the image of a father waiting protectively as his child take its first faltering steps. I will keep taking those forst steps, and they might be shaky, but i know that He will always be near.