Monday, April 05, 2004

 

i don't laugh as much as i should (or i used to). the big uncontrollable laughs that rip through me leaving my mind feeling stripped and calm for a few moments...or overloaded the senses and left me charged (and likely to cause harm).

posted by Brianne 11:35 pm

 

I went to draw the living room curtains tonight after my parents had gone to bed and i stood and wondered at seeing the garden. it was so bright outside that the window was no longer a mirror reflecting me back but instead i saw outside and seemed it very far away. it was all strange black shapes outlined in cold, sharp silver. the oak tree still bare of leaves just a mass of fine veins and strong, stark branches laces through with a few pale blue clouds and white light. the moon was so big and bright and it was colourless. no colour just light and everything in the garden seemed dark without shadow. it was like a big room full of light shining into every corner and everything was painted black. But the sky which was navy blue with just those pale blue wisps that hung motionless seemingly pulled back from the moon. they dared not shroud that light.

posted by Brianne 11:30 pm