Friday, October 07, 2005

 

i was born to laugh, i learnt to laugh through my tears.
and i was born to love, i'm gonna learn to love without fear.

I was born to laugh.

I learnt to laugh through my tears.

posted by Brianne 11:30 pm

Thursday, October 06, 2005

 

i vow to come for you if you'll wait for me and say you'll hold a place for me in your heart.

i've no fear at all to fall deep into you, lose myself completely

i just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night.

posted by Brianne 7:44 pm

 

It is almost the end of a second week and it has been my first full week of lectures. I am exhausted. I also went out on a bit of a MSc social and got quite pissed. I have vague memories of stupid conversations and trying to freak out random men and being grabbed around the arms by one man who wanted to talk to me (well i suppose thats one way of getting somone's attention in a noisy crowded bar). I remember getting in the taxi and getting out but i don't remember the actual journey. Apparently at one point Kate tried to force smints on to me so i started shrieking "STOP, STOP, STOP!!" (shtop) so the taxi driver pulled over and asked if we were okay. Then Kate and i apparently sat there and talked to ourselves about completely different things and Bryony sat in a corner sober and amused and got us home. I then tried to pay for the taxi with 30p. So i am now feeling a little tired, a little dizzy and a little embarrassed but i did have a good time. I am going to avoid alcohol for a while and anything that might make me hyper (social interaction) before i get carried away and piss someone off.

Now i must go and tidy up my room because it seems i flung everything around the room when i got back last night.

posted by Brianne 2:23 pm

Monday, October 03, 2005

 

The end of freshers week and the start of my lectures...

so i have survived my first week as a student again and this time the tears were of laughter.

It has been a really good week. I am excited all over again about doing this course and about the future that is opening up before me and i am enjoying the student life. The halls are nice the people are nice if a little quirky (but thats all for the good and who am i to talk) and i am having a great time messing with minds of the undergrads.

I find myself sitting in lectures thirsty for knowledge (don't worry it wont last) in a way that i never was during my first. I can see an application and purpose to all they say to me and when the lecturers are SLTs or other health professionals i know they are talking from experience when they back things up with anecdotes, they aren't just all theory and they know the real world is going to clash with the books sometimes.

I have met some really nice people on my course, in the halls and round about campus.

Some of them are really nice...

posted by Brianne 9:05 pm